Just another, somewhat brief (oh, I could really go into some major details but won't right now...) update, it turns out the guy who was my boyfriend of nearly 2 years is a complete loser! He faked depression, using it as an excuse to break up with me. He claimed that he didn't wanted to be around anyone, would rather be alone, and didn't want a relationship. When he initially told me this in person, wanting to break up, I wouldn't let it happen. When you truly love someone, you DON'T GIVE UP on them!!!! He deactivated his Facebook (I thought that was wise for a depressed person) but like 2 days later, reactivated it, unfriended me, and then blocked me. I let it go, figured he wanted to keep up the charade to others wanting them to think that he was ok... I didn't give up on him, never wanted to, but I was trying to be respectful and give him the space he needed. Then about a week later after an exchange of texts, he texted me to break up, again, I HATED it but I thought it would be better to give him the space. I did text him a few times to check in and managed to get a response...

Two months later, still worried sick about him, I find out that he's back on Plenty of Fish. He deleted his originally account, blue_eyed_guy_84 after we became official. Oh but now the sleaze-bag has gone with blueeyed_guy84 . (I'm seriously hoping girls on there are looking up the guys before meeting them!)

He was hardcore about being up front and honest with one another. He also was extremely assuring about how he'd never hurt me or break my heart. He had many opportunities and at least 2 months to come clean about WHY (I'm still uncertain as to why, he told me I did nothing wrong, it wasn't my fault, I was the perfect girlfriend...) he no longer wanted to be with me. He convinced me all along that he was so serious about our future together and getting married...

But now he's trying to hook up with random girls. Just... WHAT THE HECK!?!?!